Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Dear Motherhood,

I want to start off this letter to you by saying I am over the moon excited about the new babe that will be coming soon. With that being said I am scared, terrified actually! There are going to be a lot of changes, and honestly I don't do well with change. My husband and worlds greatest dad will be going into an office space come January. It's is so bittersweet, this whole Husband in an office space. On a positive note he will be able to get more work done, and our babes can be as loud as they want. On a not so positive note he will be gone which = gotta put my big girl panties on and learn to do it all by myself! I know I can do it, but it doesn't change the fact that it makes me nervous! Also motherhood did I mention Carson has been throwing the worlds most God awful fits lately!! Like the kind where I have to hold him down while daddy fights to put on his shoes. Lord give me super powers to handle this toddler and newborn on my own! Please other mamas tell me you have these thoughts too!
I have a feeling we will be saying goodbye to this mama

 And Hello to this mama!