Thursday, November 4, 2010

On my mind...

Let me start off by just apologizing for this huge brain dump I am about to give you guys. Things have been driving me crazy lately and I feel if I jot them all down it will help :)

- I have terrible OCD, so much I feel like all I do is clean and organize and its still not perfect! I don't know how to let this go any advise? I feel like I need things perfect and organized at all times. I would really appreciate it!

- While we are on the subject of things being perfect I feel like I always have to have Carson dressed perfect, don't get me wrong I really really love all his jon jons and such, but I feel he would probably be so much more comfortable in a shirt and pants. I cant bring myself to dress him like that because he looks way to cute in the other stuff.

- I cant stop thinking about Carsons big boy room and getting it all together, and he is not even showing signs of wanting to leave his crib?

- I have eaten chick-fila the last three days (What the heck am I thinking) I just lost 12 lbs!!!

- I have a little baby fever, yes you just read that right! I am really scared its just my desire to decorate another nursery or give Carson a sibling, so we will wait this out and see if it passes before we go doing anything crazy! Luckily my husband knows me very well and knows how I change my mind :)

OK enough with my terrible ramblings I just had to get this out!

5 comments:

  1. {new to your blog} I have terrible OCD as well. It drives me crazy!!! I feel like my house is never clean enough or organized the way it should be. I am always cleaning. Good Luck trying to overcome it. If it's possible :)!

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  2. Isn't OCD so much fun?! I even went to talk to someone for it, but thing is--I don't want to change it. I have found that I am at my worst when I can't control something else in my life. I have started to make 'to-do' lists. One massive list and then I put a reasonable amount of projects on my weekly list to work on. It has helped some. I get such a rush checking things off!!! Good Luck!

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  3. Caycee...your house is beautiful and very organized! I feel like all I do is clean too but as you say I am never happy!!! If you get any good advice let me know!

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  4. Girl, we should be sisters! I feel like I can never relax because I constantly feel that my house is never clean or organized enough! I don't know how to not be that way! and I have crazy baby fever, but I am def waiting, my hands are totally full with one and I want to give Sterling my undivided attention as long as I can!

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  5. Ah you can dress him in pants and a shirt, there are cute things from Kellys kids that you can do. I dress him cute when we go out, but if he is just around the house or even going to mothers day out, I dress him for comfort b/c I know I do the same :)

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